I am finding out things that only fools and you know
Like the way I remember your laugh at the most inappropriate times , just so when I smile again its like old times, or the way your eyes look to me when its been five hours of drawing flowers and still they look so much more beautiful than any dying plant.
I never planned any of this you know, not one prolonged metaphor of it.
So if it hurts to know I love you,
I promise to tell you I never loved you anyway.
<i I never loved you anyway. >